Well, Bruce finally decided to see a Dr, he has an appt for next Wednesday (Aug 6) So hopefully he will find out good news & no surgery will be needed, but either way he needs to see the Dr.

Still battling the depression but not as bad as before, we spent the evening talking yesterday & that really helped a lot. Guess I just needed to know that it is okay to feel the way I do sometimes. And that life really does suck, it aint just all in my head! LOL Thank you Sweetheart, you are still my knight in shining armor!

We have decided to {TRY} to start eating healthier, so when I go shopping this month I have to attempt to get food that is healthy AND cheap! Good luck to me huh? LOL My plan is to get just what we have to have like coffee & bread, then get a lot of fruits & veggies for sides & snacks. Dont know how long this will last, but we did it before, I hope we can do it again.

I have found that music is a great anti-depressant, when I listen to music it is hard to think of all the bad shit in life, and I can just forget it for awhile. So if you are depressed, try it & maybe it will help you out too....(The sappy crappy dont help though! LOL)

Okay, ending here for this time, Love & Hugs to all...

Kayren